Hey, Thanks for stopping by! I’m Amanda, an audacious soul seacher doing a remodel on my life. I’m a mother of 4, and my children are the foundation upon which i am building this life. I face a daily battle with CPTSD and Dissociation, which sometimes makes even the simple things seem hard. You see, from childhood trauma to domestic abuse my life hasnt been easy and at times its been very unkind. Until i turned 30 years old i don’t believe i had ever made a decision for myself that wasn’t dictated by people who never accepted or understood me in the first place. Once i had Paisley and Praylen i knew that had to change. Having my twins is the biggest adventure i’ve been on thus far, meanwhile im learning to operate my first business, all with a lot of healing left to do. There were days i had to take 20 minutes in the bathroom to cry as i wondered if i was going at this parenting thing right. Somehow everyday I make it through, so i may give my kids a life that i never knew. I strive for independence and aim to be an example of love, strength, and individuality. The love i have for these girls can guide me through anything.